A beauty that hurts Life and Death in Guatemala
The privileges of university life are
many. One that I hold in special regard is the luxury of sabbatical leave. Released from routine and duty on one such leave, I was able to devote myself
entirely to writing, sitting at my desk without any need to prepare lectures, attend meetings, counsel students, grade papers, examine and supervise theses,
evaluate grant proposals, compose letters of recommendation, or simply be at
hand to deal with all sorts of matters—and crises, real or imagined. I found
peace and quiet in the woods of Vermont, where I dared to think of myself
not as teacher or colleague, academic adviser or member of committee, but
simply as a writer. The distinction may mean nothing to anyone else, but a
Rubicon it was, and remains, for me.
My father saw things differently. When I went home for Christmas the
no-nonsense ways of Glasgow were soon asserted. “Yer mother tells me yer on
a year’s holiday.” Normally a reliable filter, on this occasion my mother had
let me down badly. The words had been uttered half as a statement, half as
inquiry, lost on all the occupants of the Old Stag Inn but myself. I wondered,
not for the first time, how to respond to my father’s perception of what it is
I do, what it is I am.
I began to explain, as my Dean would expect and as best I could, the gulf
between “holiday” and “sabbatical,” reeling off a litany of tasks I wished to
accomplish before my year’s leave was over. My father listened patiently.
When I stopped talking it was time for another round. He wiped from his
moustache the creamy froth of a fresh half-pint of Guinness. “Sounds like
a holiday tae me, son!” he declared. The woman working behind the bar
smiled at the sound of our laughter. Against what did my father measure his
son’s lucky lot? The years he spent at sea? After the merchant navy, the years
spent running our family shop? After the shop closed, the years of swallowed
pride sweeping the streets of Govan? As we made our way home, I felt more
privileged than ever.
The flip side of privilege, however, is responsibility: responsibility to oneself, to one’s family and friends, to the people and places we cherish and love,
to the ideals we hope to live by. While more at ease in a university setting than
in any other I have encountered, I have never felt comfortable with certain
academic conventions. Among those that trouble me most is the bent that
views scholarly work as a kind of cabal, as the ability to engage with a select
group of fellow intellectuals in conversation, in print, or in an online forum.
Even if I had the inclination to express myself in such a fashion, I doubt if I
would derive any pleasure from knowing that whatever I had to say could be
understood, and cared about, only by a handful of like-minded specialists.
The academy, at times more than I consider tolerable, revels in exclusion.
So it was that, early on in my career as professor, I began to lead a double
life, publishing research findings that cater to more erudite tastes while at
the same time producing the odd essay, review, or opinion piece for media
with more public terms of reference. I enjoy both parts of my double life and
have never considered them mutually exclusive. This book is an attempt to
link and integrate the two. It is a measure of the freedom that university life
allows that, during my sabbatical leave, I could channel energy into a book
like this, one that draws on academic training and hopes to have something
to offer a specialist clientele, but not at the expense of an interested general
readership. It is also, for me, a peculiar measure of what Canada represents
that much of the time I spend there is taken up coming to terms with Guatemala, a country I stumbled on almost by accident over three decades ago.
Did I choose Guatemala or did Guatemala choose me? I had been in
Canada less than a year, having left Scotland to pursue graduate studies in
Latin American geography at the University of Alberta. Classes in anthropology and history, to say nothing of the bite of that first Canadian winter,
only fuelled my desire to flee Edmonton and head south. Responding to my
supervisor’s instructions—“Finish your fieldwork in Mexico and get down
to Central America”—I arrived in Guatemala on June 25, 1974, not really
knowing what might happen. I was twenty-three, hitching rides or travelling
on second-class buses, wide-eyed and ripe for new experience. Within days
Guatemala had cast its spell and seduced me, offering not just a fleeting
summer’s reward but fulfilling work for a lifetime. I had found something I
longed for, something I knew would endure. I could feel it in my heart, be
part of it as I walked through the hills and the corn, observe it everywhere in
the bonds of land and life.
Thereafter, rites of academic passage called for a dissertation, then a monograph, with articles, conference presentations, a teaching job, and graduate
supervisions along the way. Soon after being awarded my doctorate, however I felt that something was missing, that the contract I had struck with Guatemala called for me to develop the knowledge I had picked up as a scholar,
to cultivate a rapport with a non-specialist audience. This occurred in 1981,
when the political situation in Guatemala (seldom good) began to deteriorate, when friends whose safety was threatened made plans to leave, when
people I knew and respected were killed. Things started to unravel, spun
tragically out of control. That year, as civil war flared up, I made my first foray
into journalism and began to accept invitations to speak at public meetings
in which issues of human rights were addressed.
Guatemala is a complex country. In trying to make sense of it, I make
no claims of providing definitive, unassailable interpretations. Evidence can
be presented; knowing the full extent of the truth is another matter. “AsĂ es,
pĂșes. . . . That’s just how it is,” is a popular Guatemalan way of putting it. For
me, it’s an unjust way of how things should be. The fallout of the war years
will be manifest for decades to come. I heard it put even more obliquely once,
after I made what I thought was the most straightforward of inquiries. “Claro
no sĂ hay.” I checked, via eye contact, with the graduate student whom I was
visiting in Guatemala City to make sure I had heard correctly. She nodded,
mouth open. “Yes, it’s clear that it isn’t” is the best I can approximate.
This book has three parts. In Part One I let Guatemala come into focus
through the lives of disparate individuals, several of them indigenous Mayas,
whose circumstances differ but whose stories tell of hardship and adversity.
These individuals share a common need to bear witness, a belief that abuse
and injustice can at least be confronted if not overcome. Some have been
given pseudonyms to protect their identities, others not. I have no rule of
thumb in this regard besides allowing people to decide for themselves, and
feel comfortable about that, before I opt for maximum caution. The main
protagonists of Chapters 1 and 4, for instance, expressed a preference to be
known by their real names after I had taken the pseudonym route. In the case
of Doña Magdalena, her grandson Paulino told me: “My grandmother says
that we did nothing wrong and so have nothing to hide. Let people know
who we are, tell them what happened to us.” It is the strength and courage of
its inhabitants that I find most inspiring about Guatemala.
Part Two offers a series of temporal vignettes that deal with politics and
human rights in Guatemala between 1981 and 1995. For this look at the country I lean heavily for information on Guatemalan newspaper sources, because
I believe that what appears each day on the printed page, however incongruous, however incomplete, is important and revealing. The period between
1995 and the present is dealt with similarly in the Epilogue.
In Part Three, I step back from journalistic forays to assess the histori-cal forces that shape, and the cultural context that frames, current predicaments, especially those of Maya communities. I draw here on my familiarity
with archival documents and scholarly literature to inject the narrative with
contemporary viewpoints and observations. I also indulge in a little playful
fieldwork, which I hope lightens the load of more onerous discussion about
the vicissitudes of Maya survival. Wherever possible I bring elements of the
Guatemalan story back to Canada, where I have lived and worked for more
than thirty years. Canadians, as much as Americans, need to know more
about life and death in a country that is closer to Toronto than Vancouver
is. NAFTA , which is responsible for all sorts of geographical transformations,
made Guatemala our next-door neighbor.
As with most projects, this book reflects the help, influence, and encouragement of many people. First mention belongs to my parents, who always
stressed the importance of getting an education and who worked hard to
afford me opportunities that they themselves never had. In Scotland, at least
in the part of Glasgow where I grew up, it was possible then to move through
primary and secondary schooling and on to university without being too
much of a burden on family resources. This is the greatest gift I was given,
and the one I value most. Both my mother and my father lived long enough
to see me leave home and make my way in the wider world beyond. Now
they are gone, I no longer worry about them worrying about me, but I miss
them more than I ever could have imagined.
In Canada, a special vote of thanks belongs to Roger Bainbridge. As editor
of Kingston’s Whig-Standard Magazine, he welcomed my very first submission on Guatemala in 1981. It was Roger who suggested that I write under
a pen name, for he grasped right away the nature of my involvement—that
I would always want to go back to Guatemala. We settled on Donald McAlpine, a combination of the maiden names of my mother and my grandmother. My alter ego was published in the Kingston newspaper several times.
He even managed, on a couple of occasions, to migrate from the Saturday
magazine to the editorial page, where his views were enshrined, if not endorsed, by the then lively, independent-minded Whig. In 1982, after I testified on the armed conflict in Guatemala before a parliamentary committee
in Ottawa, at which representatives of the Guatemalan government were also
in attendance, Donald McAlpine was made redundant. It also made sense not
to return to Guatemala for a while. Roger, however, believed it was his job to
keep readers informed as well as entertained, as did the Whig’s literary editor,
Larry Scanlan. From the time of McAlpine on, several times a year, I have written or spoken about human rights in Guatemala in the hope of making
it a concrete issue, not a distant abstraction, for the Kingston community and
others across Canada, the United States, and Europe.
In addition to Roger and Larry, other Whig associates nudged me along
at key junctures, among them Barbara Carey, Amy Friedman, David Prosser,
David Pulver, Jennie Punter, and Harvey Schachter. Maureen McCallum
Garvie, who first caught my eye when she worked at the Whig, is the best
editor anyone could hope for, and is now my treasured partner. I thank her
for putting up with me, and with my constant comings and goings.
Don Akenson of McGill-Queen’s University Press was the first person to
tell me that writing a book and getting it published was not beyond me, an
early vote of confidence I will always appreciate. A colleague at Queen’s University, Brian S. Osborne, listens with an open, supportive mind each time I
return angry, sad, or confused from Guatemala. A former Queen’s colleague,
John Walker, insisted some time ago that I acknowledge and deal with these
emotions. Numerous other university associates, at Queen’s and elsewhere, I
leave unnamed but not unappreciated.
My job allows me the opportunity to talk about Guatemala in the classes I
teach. Students pay me the greatest compliment when their curiosity actually
takes them there, or elsewhere in Latin America. I have learned a great deal
over the years from the graduate students I have supervised or somehow been
involved with, in particular Jeff Bellinger, Wayne Burke, David Carr, Peter
Cleary, Susan E. Davis, Mireya Folch-Serra, Roberto Garcia Ferreira, Patricia
Foxen, Victoria L. Henderson, Sarah Hill, Krista L. House, Leah A. Huff,
Wendy Kramer, Aracely MartĂnez, Karin Monasterios, Erin Morin, Catherine
Nolin Hanlon, Kari M. Pries, Jim Reinhart, Finola Shankar, Michelle Switzer,
Giselle Valarezo, Paul Van Zant, and Rohini Wilkie. Time spent in their company, on the road and in the field, has been especially rewarding. “The lesson,”
writes Keith Reid of Procol Harum, “lies in learning, and by teaching I’ll be
taught.” He got that one right, as he has so many other observations about
the essence of life.
Over the years my work on Guatemala has been supported by the Office of
Research Services at Queen’s University, the Killam Program of the Canada
Council, the Social Sciences and Humanities Research Council of Canada,
the John Carter Brown Library, and the Andrew W. Mellon Foundation.
Mary Ellen Davis always responds in her own inimitable way. So do an
esteemed assortment of others, among them Armando J. Alfonzo, Wayne
Bernhardson, Kathrin and Brian Cooper, Ray Craib, Krystyna Deuss, Mark
Fried, Eduardo Galeano, Wayne Grady, Linda Green, Jim Handy, Daniel
HernĂĄndez-Salazar, John M. Kirk, Christopher H. Lutz, Oscar Maldonado MarĂa Laura Massolo, Ken Mills, Marilyn Moors, Dougie Munroe, Diane M.
Nelson, Michael Polushin, Tom Pow, Alasdair Robertson, Merilyn Simonds,
Carolyn Smart, Michael Steinberg, Matthew Taylor, and Ronald Wright. As
strategic sources of information, I can always count on Victoria Henderson
and Celeste MacKenzie. Conversations in Guatemala with Patrick Ball, Paul
Kobrak, Trudy H. Peterson, and Jane E. Swezey got me thinking and made
me investigate further. The sisters belonging to Hermanas de la Providencia
have been generous not only with their hospitality but also with their quirky
sense of humor, a trait necessary for survival in most places, few more so
than Guatemala. Earlier drafts of the book profited from the scrutiny of
Douglas Fetherling, Michael Shawcross, and Jamie Swift. The copyediting
talents of Christopher D. Chung and Robert Clarke worked wonders with
structure and organization. Helen Phelan, Sharon Mohammed, and Leah
“Mesha” Huff created textual order out of handwritten and digital chaos.
Lesley and Bill Taylor encouraged an association with the Toronto Star, Carl
Neustaedter and Scott Anderson likewise with, respectively, The Globe and
Mail and the Ottawa Citizen. Alastair Reid continues to be model and mentor, and I never pick up an issue of The New Yorker without thinking of him.
Friends in Seville, among them Antonio Acosta, Alexandra Parma and Noble
David Cook, Cristina GarcĂa Bernal, Juan Gil, Carmen GĂłmez, JosĂ© HernĂĄndez Palomo, Juan Marchena FernĂĄndez, JosĂ© Manuel Peña GirĂłn, Antonio
Reyes del Pulgar, JuliĂĄn Ruiz Rivera, Pilar Sanchiz, Consuelo Varela, and ElĂas
Zamora, make my sojourns in that marvelous city ever more memorable.
Marie Delattre graciously allows her home in Antigua to serve as my base
while I am in Guatemala, where I have long enjoyed a rewarding affiliation
with the Centro de Investigaciones Regionales de Mesoamérica.